grey grey grey

u made my day grey again !!!
i think u are already know everything about me.
we are related, so i at outside of ur place u also know it...
now im going to praise u?? reward u??
after looking ur msg, i became MOODY, no mood to study or do anything else, cried among myself with no sound n no one know, just know to blog here.
now what should i do?
i need to concentrate my studies, its my last sem!!!
i became more pressure, quite exhausted!!!
when i go back i have many things to do, care about.
can u be more mature, n know how to think?
we already no words to say d.
if u take the wrong road, dont regret,
if u are correct we will always support u.
even though u always complain here n there.
we dont know what are u think off, mayb i do.
i dont know what to do.
u said u dont want to be human, n want suicide?? so easy?
im biggest daughter in the house, when i cant stand anymore should i go suicide??
hide from the problems??
outsiders look me as happy,
m i really happy?