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its been long time i didn't update my blog,

Narnia 3! 

Fantastic! 

i love this movie very much.

Price Caspian very nice looking...hohoho

its been long time

yes, its been long time i didn't update my blog d..

i was busy with my biz problems stuff...haih.

make me very hard to have my own dream smoothly...

why like this??

from now onwards, 

i want to set my goal at here,

1. i want to be exec by this month, no matter who's line,

2. i want to change hp by this year...SAMSUNG WAVE !!!

3. i want to have 10k per month income for next year !!!

4. i want to go US convention with my line next year !!!

5. i want to return my investment to my mum by next year april !!!

6. next year i want to change job !!!

now let me expressed by few days what i've done, 

actually, i went to another line of convention at KL,

it was fantastic, 

i love them,

i really want to cooperate with u all,

but then if u all dont force me i will go together with u all,

i really love u all,

i really can feel that i can achieve my dreams easily, 

but another line the line that i always follow,

actually u had make me disappointed,

u, as a BD upline didnt show up ur resposible to us,

as my another upline,

u show to me, but i cant accept ur style that many ppl dont like to,

haih....very headache,

hope to have a successful biz also cant?

is it all the problem that i solve will get what i want?

i dont to be loser !!!!

arghhh...

hope tomorrow will be better one n have a result that i want!!!

october

october, last day of october,
oh no..is going to november soon,
one year going to be an end to all of us !!!
october is a month which full of excitement,
i did enjoy very much during the month...^^
november coming starts from tomorrow,
i'm going to make a plan n make a full schedule for my november,
yoohoo ^^

♥ happy birthday my dear ♥

happy birthday my dear ♥♥
although today i didnt celebrate with u,
we already celebrated past sunday which was ur lunar birthday xD
i very happy that i can celebrate birthday with u continuous 4 years since we been together,
thanks ya dear,
♥ lots
happy birthday n happy together ♥♥

confuse

sometimes i very confuse about u,
i m ur family member,
yet ur thought is just not like an adult,
not like my family member,
r u running out of money?
why i take money from u,
sure will something happen?
i take money from u is just to pay some bills,
but then u treat me like i owe u so much of money?
oh ya,
u asked me to join this program,
n yet want me to pay all right?
okay,
give me sometimes,
i gonna commit myself to earn 5k per month start from now,
i gonna dream big,
when that's the time that i earn 5k,
i will buy many things that i want,
i will use the money but not to u,
maybe will,
but also not much,
i really dont know r u thinking!!!
i borrow money to a friend u didnt say anything,
but then i borrow money to him,
u just act like not suppose to borrow him,
act like he will cheat all my money?
oh my...i really dont understand u,
now u want to let another people to know about,
go ahead,
i will fight for my own,
u gonna wait for it !!!

♥ 101010 ♥

today is a meaningful day 101010 

early in the morning went to jogging with daddy, sister n cousin valerie,

we went there for 1 hour ++ then went to kuan yin temple to pray,

along the road, 

we saw many ppl in the married register office,

wow, its super many people over there,

after that went back bath n rest awhile,

dear fetch me out for dating lo..^^

today is dear lunar calendar birthday =)

we went to eat lunch then go to pray then go queensbay for movie,

we watch detective dee,

it was a good movie,

after that we went for dinner,

since we eat vege,

so we went to sg dua eat,

the bak kut teh n tomyam mee were super nice,

delicious, *yami*

after that,

i asked dear to fetch me to gurney to take something,

actually i want to take dear's pressie seiko watch for him,

so faster go take,

i asked him to stay in the car,

after i took it,

i go into car gave him,

actually i think he knew i will give him present,

he is a smart guy,

he know everything that i want to do, ><

then we went up again cause too long,

so went up again,

he kept on asked me how much,

haha, i dont care about him, 

n told him 1k,

he went up the shop n look every of watch,

all r in 1k above, XD

he didnt know how much at the end,

i didnt tell him,

the watch is super nice when he wear it,

seiko watch ^^

finally got a nice watch for him ♥

happy birthday in advance ♥♥♥

short date

finally u dated me today,

we have been long time never go out for dating or meet up,

it was because u dont have enough money to spend,

n i was because of it too? n kinda busy for my biz too,

i should learn to take n give,

today i saw ur phone put a wallpaper of my photo,

i was very shocked n very happy actually,

i again knew that u love me n missed me so deep,

oh no, its kinda pity u actually ><

this is the photo of ur wallpaper n my screensaver ^^

haha..

love u so much,

today i was very happy,

it was because,

my kind boss give me increment,

haha,

but kinda sad to hear that u're going to work part time,

n will dont have the time to accompany me soon,

start from now should appreciate the time we been together,

from now onwards, 

i gonna start my biz rapidly,

to see whether i got luck in this biz or not,

haha,

gambateh ^^

yeah

yeah, tomorrow is a public holiday !!!

i m so happy with it,

tomorrow gonna be a good good day ^^

tomorrow gonna meet my bestie, 

so hardly to meet them right now,

because all of us already working,

so tomorrow better turn up XD

go redbox go shopping,

yeah, im lovin it ^^

going to perak today

today is grandpa's 7th day,
later afternoon my family will set off to go perak pray for him,
i still cannot accept u are away from us,
but i have to be tougher and accept it,
that's the end of our fate,
i hope to be your grandchild again when next generation,
i love you grandpa inside my deep heart,
i will remember you inside my deep heart always ♥♥♥

♥ wish to get in this year ♥

hmm, i think i better to have target in this year, 

so i wish to have those things in this year  ♥ ♥

1. change hp to smartphone..maybe samsung wave?? or any idea leh??

2. my biz to be successful n achieve target of extra 1.5k per month

3. bf 22nd birthday pressie to be something great one (still dont know yet) ><

4. change my style, make up myself to be pretty while outings!!!

5. give bestie 22nd pressie to be great one (to be meaningful n great one) 
    still thinking..haha

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will continue when i think of it..haha ^^

十万个对不起

外公。。。

对不起我来不及看你的最后一面，

对不起我无法时常来看你，

有好多好多的对不起，

现在将已经没用了，

现在的外公您，

已经成仙了，

已经无病了，

已经没有顾虑了，

您可以安息了，

昨天的出殡，

眼泪满脸的，

您好像在睡觉似地，

好像叫您起来的冲动，

我还是无法接受，

但是我还是必须去面对的！！！

这一个月来，

我已没了两个亲人，

为什么？

为什么？

为什么？

从这里我得到了教训，

我们必须要感恩，

要懂得珍惜，

要孝敬老人，

这些真的是很重要，

不要错过了才后悔！！！

连续的几个星期，

我的情绪都不好，

因为发生了很多事情，

所以，

人重要面对事实，

面对一切，

向前看。。。

加油吧，我的朋友！！！

大家一起加油吧！！！

hope everything will be fine

外公请你快点好起来吧！！！
我不要再一次的面对你们一个一个的离开我，
请拜托你，
你还没见到我再一次的毕业典礼，
你还没有见到我的结婚典礼，
你还有很多的还没有，
所以请你不要离开我。。。
一个人的离开是很残忍的，
外公，
你那么绝吗。。。
最近都提不起神来了。。。
请拜托拜托不要让我再伤心了好吗。

the worst in my life

oh god,
i did the worst things in my life,
just now went to sfm resit,
i got all the tips,
n yet,
i forgot everything in the exam room,
i really very upset with me,
i cried in front of yc immediately after the exam,
oh god,
i need a last chance,
i need to do my best !!!
i have to apologize to many people who put so many hope on me,
really sorry,
instead i should study well, prepare well before exam,
i know my mistake > <
sorry is the hardest words.

happy dating

yesterday went to watch lee hom's movie,

omg, it was very nice, somemore he are so handsome,

i gonna faint...haha..

last nite went to gurney to buy a DKNY perfume,

it is very nice smell,

i love it very much =)

thanks my dear for 3rd anniversary pressie,

i love you

i love this perfume very well,

its very good smell =)

working life so busy

august is the 3rd month of my work in this audit firm,

i felt that, 

my workload getting more and more even though after the peak period,

sigh,

i cant rest well ><

just now i gave to my boss 1 of the company stupid logistics company drag me so long,

yet to complete the account,

but past up to let my boss reviewed already,

this stupid company got compound d, so good *finger cross*

but now, 

got another company that i partly did the field work only,

but now, 

my boss asked me to follow up n settle it!

OMG,

this account is too complicated,

make me nervous !!!!

besides,

yesterday i was told by his wife that there are 2 more outstanding companies while still another company waiting me to handle,

OMG, its really SUx!!!!

i have to rush YXO company to out account this week, 

n have to give to my boss review for another transport company,

n pending 1 stupid company that given to my boss,

n 2 pending companies,

omg omg omg,

workload getting more n more,

but then,

i saw my colleagues are very relax,

after the peak period,

they went off on clock at 530pm!!!

but me?

still waiting my sis or my dear to fetch me!!!!

its very sux..

after the 3 months confirmation,

i decided to buy a car,

maybe myvi...

if not i cant survive!!!!

but then i have to earn more more more money first =)

hope i successful in everything ba xoxo

this week

this week im going to watch my idol, my man, lee hom's movie,

its quite hot as many advertisement n trailer over the fb or youtube, 

yeah im in love with this movie, put so much of hope to watch this movie with my love one xD

080810

today is me n u 3 years anniversary,
due to some problem i cant make it to melaka together with u,
sob sob,
but then luckily i went to there,
if i go with u,
im sure that i'll regret whole life maybe,
today we spent few hours together,
although is just a simple date,
but then i just simply like the date,
we watched the jade and the pearl,
it was a nice n funny movie, xD
after that,
we went to high tea,
chit chat all the way,
oh ya,
bought u a wallet, finally,
its very nice n cheap,
i hope u like it, as u chose it,
3 years been together,
in these few years,
i've been done many things wrong n yet u always forgave me,
u're the one who care about me, i missed those days with u in kl badly,
cos i just realised that when im headache or what pain,
u're not beside me anymore,
n i always think that if u're beside me,
days past through easily,
i should appreciate u when u're beside me,
there are many things to say,
but at last just want to say it here,
I LOVE U.

yesterday 7.8.10

yesterday i attended my 2nd ah ku's funeral,
it was quite sad to know that u're not in this world anymore,
although im quite sad,
but i hope that u will live happily n stay healthy in the other world,
life is a miserable,
life is short,
so we should appreciate what we have now,
we cant predict what will happen tomorrow or later on,
it just have to stay happily ever after,
appreciate those people around u,
appreciate what u had now,
this is the lesson i learnt from here.
ah ku, i hope u stay healthy n happy at there.
u're always in my heart. RIP~

i love you

today u fetched me back home,
this life is kinda husband fetch wife from work..haha..
stupid thinking...LOL
we went to watch eclipse..i love it so much..
the days that we met,
the more i feel ur love to me,
n i will appreciate more,
i can feel the love towards me,
i love u deeply,
is a feel,
this kind of feel like cant separate us,
im happy with the life right now,
though u r far from me,
but then i appreciate while we been together,
love u,
xoxo
happy together =)

great weekend with family

i had a great weekend with my family,
love u all so much,
luckily i didnt go to singapore as u all came back..haha
the time fly away so fast...
i hope u all stay here longer >.<

2mr start another new week again..
add oil in my life..
i want to have a car in few months time...haha
this month gonna be a busy month..hoho
i like busy n fun day..
i dont like those boring day..

i do really hope that this year end can go to singapore for my trip,
as my present..haha

just stop here..kinda tired.

i love you

when u met me last nite,
i found that i really really love u in deep,
i told myself wont make u disappointed,
wont make u angry,
i just want to be with u, my dear =)
since a long time,
we didnt met up,
i appreciated those time we met up,
those time we together,
every moment when i think about u,
its all the good n nice scenes in my memory,
i love u so much,
thanks for giving me to meet u in my life..
i love you =)

mess up

anything happen between u n me?
i also dont know?
is it i too over my work?
or i too over my biz?
or anything else happened?
i also dont know.
its like something weird weird weird ='(
or i think too much =S

great time in cruise

thanks my buddies,
u all made my nite brighter n keep on laughing n cheers =)
it was an amazing n fantastic nite with u all,
although it was quite tired...hehe
when we got there,
we knew some friends over there,
they were a guy bang..
we were a ladies gang..haha
so mix up in turn of a group? haha..
no...cos just was the 2 little guy follow us...oh no..
they said someone fall in love to me? oh no..
its impossible..haha
the nite past so fast,
yet we didnt want the time flew so fast,
the things turn back to normal after the nite,
i love u all so much,
hope this year end gonna have a good good trip to singapore ya =)

sharing is caring

this message is from my friend, sarah,
this message is a meaningful message,


"i am a pencil,
i am made to do great things,
but in my life u also make mistake,
i continue take failure as feedback,
what's most important is you which is inside the pencil (lead) heart n mind,
when there's painful sharpening,
i stay sharp n difficult circumstances make me better,
no matter how short i continue to perform,
to write things right.
when i gone i leave behind a legacy n wisdom behind.
that already give my best."


att: thanks to sarah 
thanks to all my friends n family too,
love u all,
xoxo =)

updated my blog

recently was busy with my audit firm work...
oh no...its really a troublesome if u got the client's account with not balance or in wrong account..damn it..
besides that, i m doing my own biz too..
im happy to join this biz with no regret...
cos i can earn side income,
in 1 week,
i can earn 4 digit,
isnt it cool rite?
im so happy with it,
means,
i can go shopping,
eat,
spend more money wherever i want to buy with no worries anymore,
i hope my biz will continuously,
besides that,
i really hope that,
i can get what i want...
i appreciate my family support me too,
thanks all =)

diet diet diet

start from today,
im gonna diet till august,
so wish me luck,
i hope to get the result which i want,
could be model's body?
could be thin n pretty?
i hope august should faster come,
so that i no need to diet d...haha
add oil in my life ^^

during this few weeks

this few weeks i found that my life was full of plans, time with friends, 

but at the mean while,

actually im doing biz too ^^

today i joined the TRA programe in nuskin,

which can transform me to a model body. its great man!!

i hope this day to come faster.

by the way,

let me intro some of it first,

the TRA programe is a sliming n healthy program,

this can make me become a model look? hope too leh =)

the other one is galvanic spa,

it is a very good spa that i like the most,

it can slim down body, 

i can definitely say that this spa is a multi purpose spa,

which can transform ppl to younger!!!

its very good =)

because of this,

i can earn more side income ^^

hardworking to get more income =)

anyone is interested,

can find me for free demo !!!

queensbay day

today was my queensbay day,

i went there just for chit chat,

i found out my friend is working with my friend,

oh no,

somemore is his supervisor,

both of them didnt meet up dont know since when,

so i decided to find them chit chat at there,

when i going to back home,

i found out i got another friend,

work there too,

oh, she is really long time that we didnt meet up,

so maybe tomorrow or wednesday pasar malam going to meet her n jessica,

i love gathering =) xoxo

wonderful day with u all

yesterday was my queen day..

woohooo...

i m so so so happy with u all,

first we at redbox singk,

sing til very happy,

happy hang out,

chit chat,

siao around,

with u all, xoxo,

4 of us a gang,

nothing to do,

so just went to redbox singk..haha

after that, 

we went back to my house,

chit chat n kepo around,

after that,

at nite went to station 1 cafe at komtar walk,

it looks the same as wangsa walk,

haha,

erm,

meet up with all my junior,

xoxo,

love them,

chit chat along, 

n play jenga too,

this is the jenga,

play til around 1130am like this,

we went to soi11,

go to gathering with my primary sch mates,

drink 1tower of calsberg,

haha...

after that,

back home at 2am...

its the time to sleep,

i love this day,

xoxo =)

today's feeling

today is very very bored at home,
i gonna faint soon,
somemore the weather is so hot,
ooohhhh =(
today whole day chat with my frens,
chit chat whole day,
chatting with one friend,
at the end i found that he felt in love with someone,
oh no,
he still got the feeling from diploma year 2 til now,
im so surprising when he said like this,
actually from the beginning of the chat,
i already found out that he already felt in love with her d,
but just that girl dont treat him as a bf because that girl got bf d,
he said he dont want to be spannar n spoil the relationship between them,
haha,
i know,
actually that girl just treat him as a normal best fren only,
haha,
when i heard it,
i m quite surprise n wonder how his feeling still with him now.

tomorrow going to redbox with my gang again lo,
then maybe will meet diploma fren if possible,
at nite will meet my junior,
woohooo,
tomorrow is a good good day =)

interview day

2day is a busy interview day...
orhhh... =O
sien...actually..
today got 2 interviews,
first one offerred me 1.3k,
cos i dont have any experience n no good result,
2nd one,
very funny,
said me is a cheerful girl,haha..thanks anyway,
but just a simply interview i think..
just hope for another hope,
which is i can get a better job,
which have tough n pressure job soooonnn..
gonna faint soooonnnn...OMG ><

happy mother's day

happy mother's day

its every mum's day

thanks for everything mum

just now we went to home style for dinner

afternoon me with dear went to shopping

we went to gurney to hunt our job clothes

but seems like not so nice

continue to hunt n dating for tomorrow ^^

dating day tomorrow continue at queensbay =)

home sweet home

i reached penang already ^^

the air of penang,

the sweetness of penang,

the place that i born,

the place that i belongs to,

i love penang,

finally im back =)

actually i miss my buddies very much....

i miss them alot,

i miss when we chit chat,

i miss when we hang out,

i miss when we studies time,

i miss when we eating,

i miss when we sticked around,

im hope that we will meet each other when we got chance ^^

for now,

i m searching for the jobs,

gonna working soon,

haih..

dont know got people wanna hire me?

haha...

wish me luck ^^

penang tomorrow

tomorrow going back to penang already,

seems like i not willing to go back,

but its a must,

i still didnt meet up with u guys,

i still need to chit chat with u all,

but,

already no time,

just let it be,

we will meet someday,

i hope the day will reach soon,

i miss u all badly =(

penang, 

i coming back d,

going to work n work n work,

working lifestyle starting soon =(

penang oh penang,

my sweet home =)

boring day at tbun cc 12hours

today after my lunch me n yc n marcus nothing to do,

so we went there for gaming n movie for 12hours,

12hours = RM12,

its the cheapest price,

i just keep on watching movie,

while they just keep on dota-ing..haha

that's all my today life,

monday gonna back penang d, sob sob ><

ipman2

today went to times square watched ipman2,

early in the morning i reserve the tickets first,

im so lucky that i can reserved it,

i reserve for 520pm movie,

this movie i didnt watch the first one,

but i watched the 2nd one,

so funny,

at first i heard about it i dont feel want to watch,

but at last, 

so many told me it was nice,

finally i go to watch it,

the movie was very nice,

make me so nervous for the each action of donnie yen,

when the quarrel between donnie yen n the british ppl,

got one guy in the cinema shout of it,

then beside of me got 2 guys,

those guys keep move in n out,

somemore keep smoking,

so irritating!!!

at last i finished it,

ip man2 very nice to watch =)

wonderful day

today went to 1utama again,

actually me n him going there just for padini concept store,

it is because i got the voucher of rm60 rebate n 30% off for normal item,

we went there,

he didnt see anything he like,

but i saw some that i like,

so i just bought one for me,

one for uncle n one for mummy,

it cost me rm85.

like kinda expensive XD

after that,

we went to juice works for some drinks,

after that, 

we went to klcc for ice kacang puppy love,

actually im excited to watch it,

but then its kinda boring,

n all the broken malaysia language...haha

but nice pun, =)

after that we went to sushi king for our dinner,

our old place, "sushi king"

today is the last day that me,yc,jc,wj,sl gather around,

shwulyn is going back tomorrow,

kinda miss her.

ironman2 n ipman2,

are the hot movies rite now,

omg,

it was fulled !!!

dont know when only i can watch it..haha

that's today ^^

shoppaholic day

today early morning went out shopping with shwulyn n shimin,

we met up at lrt at 11am, 

reach sunway pyramid around 12something,

then shimin decided went to italianneis eat our lunch,

after lunch we start shopping,

few hours later,

it almost 4pm,

we already shop finish,

we just bought some makeup things at sasa,

omg,

then we moved to 1Utama to shop,

reached there around 5something,

we start shop again,

its kinda hard to find a shoe suit my feet.

arghhhhhh~ hate this feeling,

but at last i bought it,

it cost me rm69.90,

then just eat dinner at lao you guai guai,

after that,

shimin bought a purse,

then back home,

it was a shoppaholic day for me n them,

love ya =)

finally last for it

i've studied been so long,

i now is free from them for temporary,

it was finish,

but im not satisfied,

guess why?

its because my result,

all of it,

dono i can graduate for this year?

or anyone else want accompany?

oh gosh,

i hope what i want,

let me just move on,

i hope everything is gonna be ok =)

fight for last

tomorrow is my last paper,

fight for the last one,

n enjoy the days after tomorrow,

i just hope to be a good news for tomorrow,

i love u tomorrow, XD

movie dram marathon days

yesterday the day u went away,

i watched sweet heart with hsemates til 230am,

it was kinda cool, funny drama XD

till today morning, 

i cant wake up,

i had serious headache,

till 1030am i woke up,

then continue with it till finish,

today i ate tuna n bread as my breakfast n lunch,

then u came back when i took a nap,

ding dong,

i thought is wj,

manatau u pula,

then u ask me to c whether wangsa walk mall tgv open d or not,

after we went there,

we went secret recipe for our tea time,

then we decided to go klcc for movie =)

we watched clash of the titans just now,

although it was an old movie,

but it was quite nice,

love it,

then we had sushi king as our dinner,

that's all for yesterday n today,

i think its the time to fight for the last subject. ^^

the day u went away

i appreciated yesterday u accompany me my day,

today u went back to penang,

thanks for the present that u gv me,

thanks for the everything,

i think i m choosing the right bf,

haha,

im full of hapiness...=)

today u went away,

what should i do?

i think i will watch movie,

2mr start my revision again, again, again,

haih..sien..

i should fight with my last subject,

then i m waiting the day to celebrate me n pooilin birthday together,

woohoo xoxo ^^

felt appreciate

this year birthday was really kinda different with others i guess,haha

erm, 

i passed my birthday at klcc pc fair, 

at first we went to pc fair to buy some pc stuff, 

after we bought it,

he saw external hard disk,

as i requested to him that i wanted it as my present,

he really wanna buy for me,

but i just told him that, 

no nid as my old laptop gona case d, 

i will take the harddisk as my external harddisk..haha

we discuss to went some where else to eat our dinner,

so we decided to go subway eat dinner,

hmm,

no cake no candle no song,

then along the route go to subway,

we passed through the swatch shop, 

at first yc asked me to go into the shop n c which watch nicer then he buy for me,

at first i thought is just a joke,

but after i looking the watch that i wanted,

he asked how much,

then i said rm280,

at first he look n explore which watch nicer, 

then he asked me to try of it,

i said nvm n thought he was just joking,

after that, he seems like serious to buy me a watch,

then i said no nid la...

i still like the watch u bought for me in the first valentines,haha

i will go repair it,

to change the stripes only ma..

so he decided to give me rm250 as my present,

i said i think no nid so much la..

u should keep the money first la,,

he said u take then go buy what u like,

haha...

i felt appreciated with him to have this kind bf,

haha,

felt that im so xing fu,

i didnt hope so much,

n i get it so much,

hehe,

it was just past my queen day,

cheer ^^

happy birthday to myself

happy birthday to me 

happy birthday to me

happy birthday to me

happy birthday to me

happy birthday to me

this birthday kinda different, 

no more birthday songs,

no more birthday celebration,

no more presents in front of me,

no more surprise,

just a normal daily life,

happy birthday to grandma too,

i just i will buy a present for u when i going out,

sorry being not celebrate with u this year,

i think we will replace it when i going back,

i hate myself being so stupid,

the sfm seems like very easy,

but i just leave it,

dono how to do it in a proper full answer,

i think,

my life is need to resit a few times only can pass,

i think,

just let it be.

today early in the morning,

i got a surprise from my roomate,

she gave me some presents on my table, 

i was so shocked of it,

i love those presents,

those were snickers, m&m, ribena, skittles n kitkat,

how sweet of u,

love love, xoxo

actually i appreciated those days my lovely frens,

helped me n felinda celebrate advance birthday,

they really made us happy,

i just realised they are my real friends,

xoxo ^^

today is my lunar calendar birthday

today is my lunar calendar birthday..

happy birthday to me =)

i just wish that everything is going to be good,

wishes that i had made to be come true,

another two more days, 

its my birthday...

happy birthday!!! 

hang out with lovely friends

yesterday hang out with my lovely friends til late night.

its been long time we never so siao d.

i like the yesterday, 

so hope that the time dont pass so fast,

we still not yet enjoy fully,

i love you all so much,

u all brought the hapiness to me,

help me n felinda celebrate 22nd birthday,

really appreciated,

i had cried cos of so touch,

i love you all, xoxo 

shopping spree

i love this so much..

now i only realise that all the time we stand the same side..haha

its a little cake that wish me n felinda 

"happy birthday"

both birthday gal ^^

make a wish, make a wish 

xoxo

timetable out

my resit timetable was out just now,

i felt that very disappointed when i saw the timetable,

why the exam time fall on my birthday time,

make me cant celebrate with my frens, love one, n family...

its a sad thing for me,

i hope this is the last time,

no more exam time fall on my birthday !!! haha

its time to rush,

gambateh my frens ^^

kl tomorrow

tomorrow will going back to kl d, 

its kinda unwilling to leave penang,

but i have to go,

i have to resit,

if not i cant graduate,

im happy to go there,

because my lovely classmates will go to kl celebrate me n fel's bday lor,

very excited n happy with it,

i love u all ♥♥♥

i wish i have a good birthday time for this year,

im sorry i cant celebrate our birthday together, grandma,

very sorry,

this year is very unusual, ><

i hope they will help u celebrate ya ^^

sweet nite ♥

i had a sweet nite with u, 

tho, not so sweet,

not so romantic,

didnt spent much,

didnt have a good dinner,

but then,

i still appreciate it,

love ya ♥♥♥

the end of my work

2day is my last day work for bookfair, 

but then i still helping my uncle till the end of the week.

i will start my war from the beginning of the april,

i really hope i do the best!!!

few days later, 

i gonna leave penang n going to kl start my war, 

i should spend my war for 12hours and more !!! 

this is a MUST !!!

after 2day's bookfair, 

i had thought that, 

i gonna miss em very much, 

especially book zone's workers, 

those salesman, who always make me smile all the time,

uncle david, who make my days bright everyday, n all the people i met everyday !! 

thanks to u all that made my days brighten !! 

we will meet when we have any chances !!

i miss u all ^^

its quite sad to offcially quit this job, 

but then this is not under my expectation which not in my bound. 

so i should thank to my beloved uncle, 

today is your birthday, i here wish u a happy birthday!!! all the best to u!!!

i do really thanks to u all, maybe im still pure thinking，

but i hope u all wont make my thinking become so complicated n blur.

i do love u all ^^

i had a bad day

u stupid things,

early in the morning scolded me,

im ok, 

but then did u realize that u scolded me is a soft tone ah? 

what stupid tone u used ah?

u didnt care of my feeling in front of so many students, 

somemore want to chase out my customers?

u r shit !!!

i hate u from now,

i dont want to respect u as a teacher nor guru kanan or wat eva else stupid post!!!

u made me hate u,

i care about my biz more than u,

i care about the students more than u,

u know wat?

my sis scolded u is a right things,

u cant tahan of it,

then cry in front of us la,

no nid 2 tell my uncle la,

even u tell my uncle, he will not help u also,

really stupid!!!

one day u will have a good balasan, cos its a karma.!!!!!

i hate u!!!!!

u made my day really grey,

when u scolded me that time,

i nearly cry out,

from small til now, 

i didnt scolded so badly by other people,

which mean u are the worst things in my life!!!

2mr u come to find me again, 

u will know what happen!!!

i wont let u so free like bird!!! 

u better take care urself,

i think ur children will suffer it!!!

hahahahaha

cheng beng day

2day went to cheng beng.

i woke up 630am in the morning, 

woohoo, although im quite lazy to wake up, but then its a must!!!

i went to 4places to cheng beng, 

pray my beloved great great grandpa, great grandpa, great grandma, n k granpa...

i felt that, i miss them alot, *sigh*

last few days went to chung hwa sch for a book fair, 

although its not a good sales, 

but then i hope that it will have a better sales in PCGHS !!!

gonna study d,

its a must !!!

321 mummy birthday

321 today is my mummy birthday ^^

i bought her a present, the present is a carlo rino hand beg..^^

cool n nice handbeg,

it just cost rm191.20

i wish to have one too ^^

anyhow,

happy birthday mummy ^^

buy present for mummy later on

tomorrow is my mum's birthday (21/3/2010)
gonna buy a handbag from carlo rino later on as a present for her ^^
so going to hang out later on..woohoo ^^

its finally

its a full stop rite now.
finally she is back to home ^^
but went out to another home later =(
tho, i appreciate it =)
just day by day, i hope everything gonna fine ^^

emo

moody rite now
dont know what to do
just listen those emotional songs  =)
i like those soft songs, listen those songs can express my feeling
i m uncertainty
those future things will happen one day
i just hope anything will be fine *god bless me*

alice in the wonderland

alice in the wonderland

it was a nice show,

i brought my sisters n cousin to watch this movie at gurney,

we shopped the present for my mum this coming birthday present,

we saw the beg from carlo rino,

it cost rm200 after discount,

it was very nice.

160310

later going to watch alice in the wonderland with my cousin, sisters.

i had bought the tickets since sunday, oh no..its a fulled room later on.

i should be happy today,

but then,

i had no mood,

sad,

cant happy up,

dont know what to do,

dont know how to solve the problem,

im stupid,

just know how to cry,

im emotional,

hope the movie wont make me emo again.

i shall think of the movie is nice =)

but,

i just dont have the mood,

im very stupid, i know.

i had a bad day from now. =(

i hate myself

i hate myself being irresponsible that cannot be a eldest sister to lead my sisters.
i hate myself being irresponsible that make the family broke.
i hate myself being irresponsible to make the family members sad, argue, quarrel to each other.
i hate myself being irresponsible that try to avoid this problems that happen in the family n not to solve it.
i hate myself being irresponsible that so stupid n being so rude.
i hate myself being irresponsible that i cannot make anyone happy in the family.
i hate myself deeply.
i had a bad nite now. ><

90 anniversary of PCGHS

last nite was my ex school PCGHS, 90 anniversary dinner. it was very nice with the school performance. since i left the school, the performances are getting nicer n changed alot. i very like it. it is proud of PCGHS. i attended the dinner with my sisters n cousin. the dinner's foods are quite well. although not tasty as the restaurant but then i did enjoyed the performances.

these few days

these few days when i came back from work, i will go to bath n continue my movie. finally, i watched finish already. ^^
it was very nice n funny.

 they are very cute n funny couple..haha..very funny..i laugh til cant tahan..haha

n i hope can get the sweet love too ^^

 

from the beginning, i not like him, as he is very cool n diam diam one, but after this movie, i like him very much, haha..especially he want to chase ella, its very cute, haha..

as i more look at him, he more look alike with yc?? haha...his body, his face, his attitude...omg, i think i gonna insane soon..haha

chit chat at queensbay

today sam came to penang n find me at queensbay. we chit chat whole day at the queensbay *yeappy*
was a good feeling chit chat with her. mayb i long time didnt open my mouth talk with a pretty gal d?? haha..
thanks for coming here to find me n mayb is the last chance, i appreciated it alot ^^
hope to c u soon in kl or else where, take care n all the best to u, lastly keep in touch....*wink wink*

adult world is so blur

im so blur of the adult's world, its very complicated!!!
where is the loyalty?
why the betray keep on happen?
i have seen so many cases. its very hurt. i can feel it
though, its still happen. why why why?
this few days im quite moody. start from the beginning i believe u all, at last, u all did the wrong thing, did the stupid thing, that everyday can seen in the newspapers nowadays !!!
hope everything that u all did pls dont ever let u all's children know if not u all will regret when u all are old !!!

happy nite

just now me n u watch the 72 tenants...together at the gsc, n had our sushi king as dinner, then we changed our maxis to digi postpaid, tonite quite satisfied, we had a great nite. til now, i felt that, i love u so ^^

since u were not around

during this cny, u were not come to my house visit or eat, i undestand that u told me u were busying with ur dad's coffee shop's biz, n i understood so i didnt disturb u n i busy with my cny too.
however, my parents were curious to us, about our relationship, is there any problem arise between us, or anything happen?
ohno, that's really nothing happen to us, i dont wish anything happen to us too.
it is because my cousin brother has been hurt by his gf, n break already, so my parents are worry about me.
thanks for u all concern. during the cny, ive been answered the same things to all of u. i guess u all believe me.
today he is coming to find me, hope will get a sweet day too. ^^

with all my lovely frens

last nite i was with my lovely frens n stay overnite at her house, after the buffet at her house, we went to red n bed but there was too late so no kitchen was on, so we went to coffee island, we drunk at there, woohoo, btw, thanks to farhana spent money to treat us drink oso la..
last nite slept at 3am, woke up 8am in the morning, it was kinda sleepy, n had our breakfast at mcd greenlane, then bump to gurney to have our lunch n bought valentine's day ticket for the nite movie at 940pm later, im so happy with my frens, its kinda good to have frens like u all.
u all is the best bestie, i will miss u all.
i will appreciate u all, we had planned to go singapore trip at the end of december, hope this plan is going. i want go shopping. its the first time trip with u all. haha..
valentine's day movie watch with u all but not my love one, it doesnt matter, i miss u too, but then we have our things to busy with, however, our relationship is still going on. i love you.

continue to CNY

happy cny. tonight gonna be a good good nite, i going to have a gathering with my lovely classmates d. the gathering held in my fren's house lor..

happy family ^^