confuse

sometimes i very confuse about u,
i m ur family member,
yet ur thought is just not like an adult,
not like my family member,
r u running out of money?
why i take money from u,
sure will something happen?
i take money from u is just to pay some bills,
but then u treat me like i owe u so much of money?
oh ya,
u asked me to join this program,
n yet want me to pay all right?
okay,
give me sometimes,
i gonna commit myself to earn 5k per month start from now,
i gonna dream big,
when that's the time that i earn 5k,
i will buy many things that i want,
i will use the money but not to u,
maybe will,
but also not much,
i really dont know r u thinking!!!
i borrow money to a friend u didnt say anything,
but then i borrow money to him,
u just act like not suppose to borrow him,
act like he will cheat all my money?
oh my...i really dont understand u,
now u want to let another people to know about,
go ahead,
i will fight for my own,
u gonna wait for it !!!