happy nite

just now me n u watch the 72 tenants...together at the gsc, n had our sushi king as dinner, then we changed our maxis to digi postpaid, tonite quite satisfied, we had a great nite. til now, i felt that, i love u so ^^

since u were not around

during this cny, u were not come to my house visit or eat, i undestand that u told me u were busying with ur dad's coffee shop's biz, n i understood so i didnt disturb u n i busy with my cny too.
however, my parents were curious to us, about our relationship, is there any problem arise between us, or anything happen?
ohno, that's really nothing happen to us, i dont wish anything happen to us too.
it is because my cousin brother has been hurt by his gf, n break already, so my parents are worry about me.
thanks for u all concern. during the cny, ive been answered the same things to all of u. i guess u all believe me.
today he is coming to find me, hope will get a sweet day too. ^^

with all my lovely frens

last nite i was with my lovely frens n stay overnite at her house, after the buffet at her house, we went to red n bed but there was too late so no kitchen was on, so we went to coffee island, we drunk at there, woohoo, btw, thanks to farhana spent money to treat us drink oso la..
last nite slept at 3am, woke up 8am in the morning, it was kinda sleepy, n had our breakfast at mcd greenlane, then bump to gurney to have our lunch n bought valentine's day ticket for the nite movie at 940pm later, im so happy with my frens, its kinda good to have frens like u all.
u all is the best bestie, i will miss u all.
i will appreciate u all, we had planned to go singapore trip at the end of december, hope this plan is going. i want go shopping. its the first time trip with u all. haha..
valentine's day movie watch with u all but not my love one, it doesnt matter, i miss u too, but then we have our things to busy with, however, our relationship is still going on. i love you.

continue to CNY

happy cny. tonight gonna be a good good nite, i going to have a gathering with my lovely classmates d. the gathering held in my fren's house lor..

happy family ^^

throughout the cny

this year cny was a kinda different, tho many things happened actually, ang pao getting lesser, tho i knew it earlier...
some people not come to my house as i knew what happen, some people came to my house with their sadness, but we have to pretend happy too, cny have to be happy day to all the people.
things happened cannot turn it back. we should appreciate what we got, not to complain this and that.
just to deserve it.
i now getting bigger n older, i knew how to think the correct way, i have many things to take it, i have to be mature, now is the time to let me enter the stranger world soon.
this year, i had learnt many things.
quite fun to have you guys, my lovely cousin n relatives. u all did a good job.
we had 1000++ photos, all the photos were our memory. i will remember it.
throughout the photos, i was very touch to have u all this kind of family. i know i have to appreciate when u all are still alive.
family to me is a quite important, as i always put my family at first.
thanks all of u.
i've felt the affection of u all.

sour heart

this few days i went to phor tay school for book fair, i found out that there are some of the students very pity, they got problem symtomps...when i saw them, i was very sour, sad, pity them..im very lucky to have myself in proper way. First, he want to buy book or order the book, he stood beside me, as i was very busy serve the students there, i just stunned at there, and asked him u want to order or buy, he just dont know how to answer me n stared at me, then i realised that he got problem, then i wrote down his name, then he just went away. i asked from his friends or classmates n knew that he really got problem, and somemore two from his class too. haih, the world really unfair, when i saw them, i really nothing to say, just haih haih haih, n felt very sad. after that, i told to uncle, he said just give him the book, nonid to count.

today, he came to me to ask from the book, then i just asked him to come my side n i spoke to him that i give him the book but cannot tell others, as i gave him the book, his classmates said him stole the book, then his teacher came n asked after me, then i said i give him, didnt count money. then all his classmates asked why didnt give them too.

second round he came to me n said to me he want to buy that book to his brother, i just stunned at there, so suddent, he can spoke very well. after that, i thought his classmates or friends asked him to buy from me, but at last he said no, then at first i want to count money from him as many eyes stared at us, so i just asked him whether his friends got asked him to buy or what or not, he said no, the book costed rm8 but he just had rm5, so i asked him that he got money to eat after pay this. eat already, somemore not enough money to pay that book, so i gave him that book again, his friends saw again, n i answered them the same things again. it really make me wanna cry after saw him. i think i have to appreciate for myself being good n proper. thanks god.

everything need to appreciate. i should learn many things start from now. 

its just unfair

why the world constitute of this word "unfair"??
couldnt be fair everytime to everyone?

when the result appeared, ive actually knew what i got it, it just another confirmation only,
that's my result with no all pass, its sux..when my aim is higher, i will more disappointed, drop from heaven to devil place...its really hurt too...but then i have to deserve..its fixed!!!!

im quite pity u as u've studied quite sometimes n spent all ur times compared to him n me, n yet u still get the bottom line, its very sux, i felt very bad coz i didnt ask for the tips from u, but i just hope that u can score it by urself, sorry....its hurt again..

im very disappointed to this world being so unfair, why he got the resut better than u with bad attitude, say nvr study but get so high marks, sux, i dont know what u've did, but just tell u that u will not get what u want, not i look down on u, but definately u have to deserve it, i hope...

my lovely classmates, i missed alot of u all, just hope we can meet in graduation n graduate together!!!
i waiting to that moment!!!

happy chinese new year, from tomorrow i will not online so often, may busy for cny d lor...
gong xi fa cai ^^

hurt, sad

its really hurt by u when u said to me u were in kl already, i suddenly full stop n find things to talk with u...
im very very angry n sad n hurt too.
what is my position for now??
im still important to u??
i really need ur what eva u want to give me..
but then keep on disappointed, haih...
i have no idea, just move on, i dont want to quarrel,
coming valentine's day what will happen??
all i think is jz a CNY ba...its a good day cos valentine's day is the same day with CNY,
i can enjoy my CNY.
no mood, cried...><