the end of my work

2day is my last day work for bookfair, 

but then i still helping my uncle till the end of the week.

i will start my war from the beginning of the april,

i really hope i do the best!!!

few days later, 

i gonna leave penang n going to kl start my war, 

i should spend my war for 12hours and more !!! 

this is a MUST !!!

after 2day's bookfair, 

i had thought that, 

i gonna miss em very much, 

especially book zone's workers, 

those salesman, who always make me smile all the time,

uncle david, who make my days bright everyday, n all the people i met everyday !! 

thanks to u all that made my days brighten !! 

we will meet when we have any chances !!

i miss u all ^^

its quite sad to offcially quit this job, 

but then this is not under my expectation which not in my bound. 

so i should thank to my beloved uncle, 

today is your birthday, i here wish u a happy birthday!!! all the best to u!!!

i do really thanks to u all, maybe im still pure thinking，

but i hope u all wont make my thinking become so complicated n blur.

i do love u all ^^

i had a bad day

u stupid things,

early in the morning scolded me,

im ok, 

but then did u realize that u scolded me is a soft tone ah? 

what stupid tone u used ah?

u didnt care of my feeling in front of so many students, 

somemore want to chase out my customers?

u r shit !!!

i hate u from now,

i dont want to respect u as a teacher nor guru kanan or wat eva else stupid post!!!

u made me hate u,

i care about my biz more than u,

i care about the students more than u,

u know wat?

my sis scolded u is a right things,

u cant tahan of it,

then cry in front of us la,

no nid 2 tell my uncle la,

even u tell my uncle, he will not help u also,

really stupid!!!

one day u will have a good balasan, cos its a karma.!!!!!

i hate u!!!!!

u made my day really grey,

when u scolded me that time,

i nearly cry out,

from small til now, 

i didnt scolded so badly by other people,

which mean u are the worst things in my life!!!

2mr u come to find me again, 

u will know what happen!!!

i wont let u so free like bird!!! 

u better take care urself,

i think ur children will suffer it!!!

hahahahaha

cheng beng day

2day went to cheng beng.

i woke up 630am in the morning, 

woohoo, although im quite lazy to wake up, but then its a must!!!

i went to 4places to cheng beng, 

pray my beloved great great grandpa, great grandpa, great grandma, n k granpa...

i felt that, i miss them alot, *sigh*

last few days went to chung hwa sch for a book fair, 

although its not a good sales, 

but then i hope that it will have a better sales in PCGHS !!!

gonna study d,

its a must !!!

321 mummy birthday

321 today is my mummy birthday ^^

i bought her a present, the present is a carlo rino hand beg..^^

cool n nice handbeg,

it just cost rm191.20

i wish to have one too ^^

anyhow,

happy birthday mummy ^^

buy present for mummy later on

tomorrow is my mum's birthday (21/3/2010)
gonna buy a handbag from carlo rino later on as a present for her ^^
so going to hang out later on..woohoo ^^

its finally

its a full stop rite now.
finally she is back to home ^^
but went out to another home later =(
tho, i appreciate it =)
just day by day, i hope everything gonna fine ^^

emo

moody rite now
dont know what to do
just listen those emotional songs  =)
i like those soft songs, listen those songs can express my feeling
i m uncertainty
those future things will happen one day
i just hope anything will be fine *god bless me*

alice in the wonderland

alice in the wonderland

it was a nice show,

i brought my sisters n cousin to watch this movie at gurney,

we shopped the present for my mum this coming birthday present,

we saw the beg from carlo rino,

it cost rm200 after discount,

it was very nice.

160310

later going to watch alice in the wonderland with my cousin, sisters.

i had bought the tickets since sunday, oh no..its a fulled room later on.

i should be happy today,

but then,

i had no mood,

sad,

cant happy up,

dont know what to do,

dont know how to solve the problem,

im stupid,

just know how to cry,

im emotional,

hope the movie wont make me emo again.

i shall think of the movie is nice =)

but,

i just dont have the mood,

im very stupid, i know.

i had a bad day from now. =(

i hate myself

i hate myself being irresponsible that cannot be a eldest sister to lead my sisters.
i hate myself being irresponsible that make the family broke.
i hate myself being irresponsible to make the family members sad, argue, quarrel to each other.
i hate myself being irresponsible that try to avoid this problems that happen in the family n not to solve it.
i hate myself being irresponsible that so stupid n being so rude.
i hate myself being irresponsible that i cannot make anyone happy in the family.
i hate myself deeply.
i had a bad nite now. ><

90 anniversary of PCGHS

last nite was my ex school PCGHS, 90 anniversary dinner. it was very nice with the school performance. since i left the school, the performances are getting nicer n changed alot. i very like it. it is proud of PCGHS. i attended the dinner with my sisters n cousin. the dinner's foods are quite well. although not tasty as the restaurant but then i did enjoyed the performances.

these few days

these few days when i came back from work, i will go to bath n continue my movie. finally, i watched finish already. ^^
it was very nice n funny.

 they are very cute n funny couple..haha..very funny..i laugh til cant tahan..haha

n i hope can get the sweet love too ^^

 

from the beginning, i not like him, as he is very cool n diam diam one, but after this movie, i like him very much, haha..especially he want to chase ella, its very cute, haha..

as i more look at him, he more look alike with yc?? haha...his body, his face, his attitude...omg, i think i gonna insane soon..haha

chit chat at queensbay

today sam came to penang n find me at queensbay. we chit chat whole day at the queensbay *yeappy*
was a good feeling chit chat with her. mayb i long time didnt open my mouth talk with a pretty gal d?? haha..
thanks for coming here to find me n mayb is the last chance, i appreciated it alot ^^
hope to c u soon in kl or else where, take care n all the best to u, lastly keep in touch....*wink wink*

adult world is so blur

im so blur of the adult's world, its very complicated!!!
where is the loyalty?
why the betray keep on happen?
i have seen so many cases. its very hurt. i can feel it
though, its still happen. why why why?
this few days im quite moody. start from the beginning i believe u all, at last, u all did the wrong thing, did the stupid thing, that everyday can seen in the newspapers nowadays !!!
hope everything that u all did pls dont ever let u all's children know if not u all will regret when u all are old !!!