the worst in my life

oh god,
i did the worst things in my life,
just now went to sfm resit,
i got all the tips,
n yet,
i forgot everything in the exam room,
i really very upset with me,
i cried in front of yc immediately after the exam,
oh god,
i need a last chance,
i need to do my best !!!
i have to apologize to many people who put so many hope on me,
really sorry,
instead i should study well, prepare well before exam,
i know my mistake > <
sorry is the hardest words.

happy dating

yesterday went to watch lee hom's movie,

omg, it was very nice, somemore he are so handsome,

i gonna faint...haha..

last nite went to gurney to buy a DKNY perfume,

it is very nice smell,

i love it very much =)

thanks my dear for 3rd anniversary pressie,

i love you

i love this perfume very well,

its very good smell =)

working life so busy

august is the 3rd month of my work in this audit firm,

i felt that, 

my workload getting more and more even though after the peak period,

sigh,

i cant rest well ><

just now i gave to my boss 1 of the company stupid logistics company drag me so long,

yet to complete the account,

but past up to let my boss reviewed already,

this stupid company got compound d, so good *finger cross*

but now, 

got another company that i partly did the field work only,

but now, 

my boss asked me to follow up n settle it!

OMG,

this account is too complicated,

make me nervous !!!!

besides,

yesterday i was told by his wife that there are 2 more outstanding companies while still another company waiting me to handle,

OMG, its really SUx!!!!

i have to rush YXO company to out account this week, 

n have to give to my boss review for another transport company,

n pending 1 stupid company that given to my boss,

n 2 pending companies,

omg omg omg,

workload getting more n more,

but then,

i saw my colleagues are very relax,

after the peak period,

they went off on clock at 530pm!!!

but me?

still waiting my sis or my dear to fetch me!!!!

its very sux..

after the 3 months confirmation,

i decided to buy a car,

maybe myvi...

if not i cant survive!!!!

but then i have to earn more more more money first =)

hope i successful in everything ba xoxo

this week

this week im going to watch my idol, my man, lee hom's movie,

its quite hot as many advertisement n trailer over the fb or youtube, 

yeah im in love with this movie, put so much of hope to watch this movie with my love one xD

080810

today is me n u 3 years anniversary,
due to some problem i cant make it to melaka together with u,
sob sob,
but then luckily i went to there,
if i go with u,
im sure that i'll regret whole life maybe,
today we spent few hours together,
although is just a simple date,
but then i just simply like the date,
we watched the jade and the pearl,
it was a nice n funny movie, xD
after that,
we went to high tea,
chit chat all the way,
oh ya,
bought u a wallet, finally,
its very nice n cheap,
i hope u like it, as u chose it,
3 years been together,
in these few years,
i've been done many things wrong n yet u always forgave me,
u're the one who care about me, i missed those days with u in kl badly,
cos i just realised that when im headache or what pain,
u're not beside me anymore,
n i always think that if u're beside me,
days past through easily,
i should appreciate u when u're beside me,
there are many things to say,
but at last just want to say it here,
I LOVE U.

yesterday 7.8.10

yesterday i attended my 2nd ah ku's funeral,
it was quite sad to know that u're not in this world anymore,
although im quite sad,
but i hope that u will live happily n stay healthy in the other world,
life is a miserable,
life is short,
so we should appreciate what we have now,
we cant predict what will happen tomorrow or later on,
it just have to stay happily ever after,
appreciate those people around u,
appreciate what u had now,
this is the lesson i learnt from here.
ah ku, i hope u stay healthy n happy at there.
u're always in my heart. RIP~