finally approved!

its the time to approve and announce to whole world that you are my boyfriend now. thank you being appear in my life and go into my life with me. i hope that you are the right one for me.

moody time!

suddenly so moody here. why must i pay myself to study because of i m employed?
i know previously i have spent so much on useless things..start from last month, i started to save my money again. but yet i wish to earn more and more so that i don't have this problem. but how? i have no idea leh. haih. i need some part time job to earn more money and don't have such problems anymore.

nowadays my thinking was not same as previous. i don't know why.
previously i thought that i need to work hard and to be a boss to earn more money by myself. but now i was not think like that, my thinking now is to marry a good guy and can help his business grow so that future i can have my time with my loves one and do the things that i wanted.

next year i m going to be 24. guess coming dragon year will be a good year for me? wish too. ACCA studies start on January 2012! Gambateh!

Happy December

Yeah! Happy December 2011! It's a last month for the year 2011. I shall make my life more wonderful in this December 2011. I guess will be busy and happy life?! Haha. First of all, 2nd December, it's your birthday! Happy birthday my dear! I'm officially with you. We went to Batu Feringhi for dinner..guess what is the foods of diiner? Got lobster, oyster, vegetables, chicken, fried rice and fried tom yam mi hun..total 9 of us went there. Although I can't eat seafood for long time, but because of your birthday, i tried it and see how's going for the next day. I'm luckily that the next day I'm free from allergic! Yuhoo..means I can eat seafood for future d? I'm not sure yet..so start from now, i started to eat bit by bit lor. Haha.

After our delicious dinner, we went to Bora Bora Beach celebration birthday. Although it was raining heavily but at last still celebrated with happily. Danny ong bought a Tiramisu cheese cake for him. After celebration we chit chat, talk crab, drink and play games at there. It was a great night.

The next day, 2nd Dec, is the time that I celebrate with him. This night i planned for him. First of all, we went to Little Cottage 2 for dinner and after that went to Gurney Plaza to watch Twilight Saga with him. Awww, the dinner was kinda romantic and nice, the movie was nice too. After that went to Flying Club for a small chit chat n drink bit then back to home.

That's the end of his birthday! Happy birthday! Hope i did my job well *wink*.

I'm back!

I am back!
Since the problems arose, finally i settled all.
I have been working and had past great days with lovely family, lovely buddies n lovely friends.
2012 coming soon! Busy year coming ahead!

Last night went to Michelangelo's Restaurant & Bar for late dinner. It was nice environment and nice foods as well. We went there for chit chat and had a great night there.

These are the foods. my yummy spaghetti! love it!

To those want to celebrate any birthday or anniversary may go there celebrate with romantic environment. *wink*

problems arised

i have many problems arise,
what is our relationship?
why u treat me so good?
why u should care of me?
why why why?
n why we become so cold after the war?
why u still treat me cold?
why u wont treat me as him?
alot of why keep popping up to my mind.

update update

too long didnt update here already.
i've been super duper busy with my audit year end..
oh god!
i've been work for OT for 2months!!!
2months!!!
already didnt go out for shopping or hang out d.
but im going to HK in this coming month end!
yeah! shopping time!
is time to enjoy ^^

i've learnt a lesson today

friday nite i was received a call by a person named Jo,
she was told me that her cheque that bank into my account was a stolen cheque,
if i get caught i'll be in jail for 20 years by forced signature.
omg....what the hell is that?
after i found out this thing,
i totally was innocent and being fooled by my best friend?
oh gosh.
after we made a police report and make it clear with the owner that not yet settle till today finally finish.
from the lesson i've learnt that don't simply give ppl your bank account,
or anyone who would like to bank in cheque for u in a simply just giving them your bank account!
because of this i nearly go to jail for 20 years or more!
thank god that it finally settled!

i'm okay

i'm okay

im too tired

im sorry im too tired.
because of her, i kept asking you many questions.
pls forgive me.
im too tired of working life,
i hope to find a better way to earn more n more money.
insurance is better way?
no doubt many people are successful!
should i go for a try?
i think is SOON.

finally said out

i finally said out all the things that hidden inside my heart for so long.
is finally cleared!
i hope we can be truly, clear, honest and lovely to each other.

pirates of the caribbean

went to watch pirates of caribbean with dear 

*hugs*

although not so interested, but quite enjoy watching.

loves the mermaid, they're so pretty although they're evil. haha.

$$$$$$

$$$$$$ this symbol drives me crazy!
I already 23rd, but yet successful in my life!
I want to earn money that i satisfied.
If I would do insurance to earn more money,
would many people buy under me?
I can success in this way?
Finally i passed my adv dip exam,
I'm going for ACCA?
I think so!
Do ACCA give me a bright future that I want?
Is been complicated n my head gonna break d!!!

Priest

last nite was movie day,

went to watch Priest with dear XD

this movie was nice n i got shocked by this movie few times.

just a simple date, hugs ^^

猜不透

sometimes this song keep on appear in my mind. 

i really dont know what i want.

i really dont know how's our future. 

just let go and let god! 

Absolute fitness

Absolute fitness is going to open up in Queensbay Mall.

My dear always wanted me to go for the fitness centre have a healthy and slim body.

So we enrolled into the program, total cost of the program is RM1380. 

Both of our program were paid by him.

Thanks alot my dear. *hugs hugs*

For my birthday present, he decided to buy me a HTC Incredible S, 

after i search for a while, 

there's another Samsung Galaxy S2 is coming up,

so decided to see for next month. 

I'm very happy that he gave me so big present in this 23rd.

I know after many incidents we more loving to each other, *hope not i am the only one think of it*

I hope everyday so loving and caring and have a bright future within us. 

安全感

虽然你在我的身边，
但我还是生在危险地带吗？
还是度过了危险期？
我还是很害怕会失去你的一天。。。
这一天会来临吗？
你会离我而去吗？
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。我很想知道答案。但我却害怕结果。

F&F 5

finally i yesterday this movie with my loves one.

i have try to book this movie since 1 week,

but all the times was FULL!

finally, i watched this movie yesterday.

*wink wink*

the cars were so antique and nice,

wish to have one of them in future.

if i got those money,

i will also stay with my dreams!

arghhh...so envy that Brian O'conner with Mia lovely lifestyle! 

i wish i have it too.^^

a different celebration 2011 ♥♥

this year was a different celebration for my 23rd birthday

i went to help my friend's sister and her aunty for their salon road show to be model!

oh ya! model? it looks weird on me right?

this was the first chance i took a step to make a different in my life!

haha, guess what? i'm not a super model but i can be a model! LOL

this road show was held on 15th-17th April 2011 at auto city. 

oh poor girl, its my birthday! XD

i gonna be a super model on my birthday!

but i'm happy with it!

this is friday nite's make up

this is saturday nite's make up

on the stage post ^^

that's the days processes of the model..haha

after that it was 12am 17th April 2011, 

i continued to redbox at the midnite,

thanks girls for celebrated my birthday 

this is trick by my fellow ji mui =.=

thanks girls being celebrated my birthday with me,

i appreciate people around me,

i appreciate things that i have now,

i appreciate u all as well,

happy birthday to me xD

what do you think?

the story begin:

when a guy past few month went out with a girl to hotel what do you think? 

the guy went to hotel to have sexual with that girl?

the guy went to hotel to have something to discuss with?

the guy went to hotel to do what? 

when you saw a message that the guy sent to the girl said that his hand still have the girl's smell,

what do you all think?

the guy said to that girl that he scare to lose her,

he cant give her an official name, cant give her happiness and freedom and time to spend with her,

he said that he very free and happy time to spend with her be with her,

and only that time only the guy can be himself,

and said sorry that he hard to control and sleep with her comfort and warm,

besides many words that he wish he can say out loud but the timing is not right.

the girl is a lesbian and the guy has a girl friend,

i have no idea with this situation,

but i wish both of them really nothing and went to a normal relationship,

if i were the guy's girl friend, what should i do? 

♥ celebration time ♥

Yeah, April is my celebration month!! 

Yuhoo! I believe I will be create this month full of happiness XD 

At first, I would like to plan outings! haha

Since I'm in KL right now,

I would like to go to

Zoo Negara?

Genting?

Shopping?

Go out with friends?

Oh no...time is limited!

I think i will go out with friends first,

then go shopping?

haha, hope to go genting to have a fresh air. LOL

when i go back to penang,

start to plan for my celebration!

maybe redbox?

club?

i like to gather with my ji mui *LOVE*

and my family as well..although this few days just had quarrel *sob sob*

this year gonna 23rd already!

time flies fast!

my dear give me a choice that i dont know what to choose,

is between HTC Incredible S and Celebrity 1 year?

Which one to choose leh?

I hope to have both,

as i dont have smart phone for now and i need sports in my life. xD

i think i would chooseo HTC Incredible S for now ba. *winkwink*

Choonggg ahhhhh...my millionaire going soon to be! ^^

still moving on

after those days, i asked you to come back to me,
but that time u insisted dont,
but at last u also gave me a chance,
i know u still love me! i know!
i dont know how's the days right now..
maybe just moving on..
but i dont want at the end we gotta break up..
i really serious with you! really SERIOUS!
hope we gotta have a memory days ahead. ^^

it's complicated

argh~ it's really complicated!
i want you back to me,
and i know that u really can't leave me alone,
i know that u n i still love each other,
but now seems like very complicated!
i have no idea.
just let the time past,
if one day either me or you really don't have the feel to love each other,
i think that is the time to let go,
i have to be strong n tough!
jia you, i hope we can continue to fight for our dreams n create futures ^^

gone case

it is almost 4 years and we going to break up!
very weird that i still in a steady mood?
i've cried very long time and can't eat well and even sleep also.
its very pain =(

will we still going on?

this few days suddenly happened many things for me and you!
i did the wrong things for the past, and now i think is the time for me to get the balasan?
i dont know this things can be hurt you for so long and deep,
and i dont know this things can influence us.
i do still want to be with you,
but you can sometimes u treat me so good, sometimes u treat me bad,
n you dont know what you want and tired.
but my feeling for now is very bad, and i have arrange many things for you and me,
now u said u tired and...
i really very hurt enough n cried every time when i think about it.
i need a people to talk with,
but i dont know find who else to talk,
it is because you're too perfect to them,
as i told them you're perfect for me.
so how now?
i really dont want the bad conclusion and want to have a further steps with you.
is that for me to change?
if u're away from me,
i think i will change alot,
maybe not so good as now,
maybe i'm not chasing my dreams anymore?
many maybe...but i dont know how you going to settle between you and me.
i obey your decision,
i let you to have priority to make decision,
any decision will see how later on.

March 2011

wow, is March 2011 already!
This March is a meaningful month.
This month i got my executive month!
Yeah, from now onwards i can get my lifestyle that always wanted^^
thank you for my business builders along with me till now.
I have to add oil to get my target soon.
Too bad that I still need to work for 2 more months, as my boss not giving me resign,
they said they dont lose me so good employees,
so i decided to help them till June 2011 only.
After that I'm going to enjoy my life and help more people in my business ^^

my dreams still carrying on

Everyone, i will work as auditor till next month only!!!
It is because I have found out what i want in my life,
i dont want to be a bored n busy life in the office for the 8-9 hours !
its damn boring n meaningless!
now i m having a lifestyle that going on with my dreams ^^
guess what is that?
haha, i found out my income now is more than double up my income as auditor..
oh guess what! can u double your income by monthly or never?
haha, is time to go around the world soon ^^
my dreams will never fade.....MILLIONAIRE!!! I AM MILLIONAIRE!!!

happy bunny year & valentine's day

this year a bunny year is a bit different from previous year. 

this year i had my gathering with full of joyment.

i also had liquor with my family n relatives...awww...alcohol = carbohidrate again!!! i gonna fat again!!! 

keep fit session start again lo ^^

this valentine's day we went to straits quay to eat steamboat that i said it seems like very delicious..hohoho

its quite nice environment n nice to eat. 

so now begin to create my lifestyle from now! 

Just do it! 

just like this song below 

我相信我就是我 我相信明天 我相信青春没有地平线！！！

chong ah!!! gogogo!!!

chinese new year coming

woohoo,
chinese new year is coming.
this year, i gonna be busy with my gathering,
starts from tomorrow.
this year my new year clothes all are in special type,
looks like not am i..
haha =D
in a new year, i want to transform myself to be a pretty,young, healthy n leadership biz woman.
i hope to get what i want to in my life and to change people's life to have more more money n freedom.!
yes, I can do it!

♥2011♥

I Lee Shu Phay,
I'm here to committed that:

• I want to be Ruby by April 2011
• I want a new HTC handphone
• I want to earn 10k per month
• I want to help a lot of people 
• I want my family members are healthy, pretty and wealthy
• I want a young, leadership, pretty, healthy and wealthy
• I want a lot of people like me
• I want to be successful and retired by the age of 30 and become a full time mum 
• I want to be a millionaire at my age of 30
• I want my friends to be same lifestyle as me, so that when i going to travel and yam cha, there's always got u all
• I want to have time and money freedom

There's a guardian angel beside you if you believe there is. 

I do believe my guardian angel beside me. 

That's why my business grow bigger. 

I want what I want, 

I do what I do,

many things happen not an accidentally, 

those things happen will have conclusion. 

Thank you my guardian angel which always beside me to help me while i ask for your help.

Thank you to my business partners who are always be with me, assist me to do my business well.

As a new 2011 ahead, we shall achieve our dreams that we wanted for so long. 

Go Go Go! Let's go double double! 

busy days ahead

These few days after work the first place i went to is Gleneagles Hospital.
My grandpa admitted to hospital since 28 December 2010. This day was my daddy's birthday!
It was happened at the midnight while i just went to sleep. Out of sudden, my grandpa can't breathe well, and face turn to green and white in color. Oh my goodness! I was shocked and don't know how to handle about it. My aunt keep on calling the 999 and no one answer so as to the hospital ! So my uncle drove his car to gleneagles hospital and lead the ambulance to my house. In meanwhile, I keep on pray that my grandpa has no problem, and pray hard that ambulance will reach soon, and I felt that my grandpa was very suffered about it!
At 2am, finally the ambulance came and fetch my grandpa to hospital and my daddy, mummy, uncle, aunt and my sis follow to hospital and I and my grandma at home watch out for the little kids. I can't sleep well that time and keep praying that my grandpa will be okay. At last, he admitted to ICU for emergency and stayed at ICU for several days. In those days, the doctors checked his whole body from top to toe to make sure his body is in good condition. His heart had 70% already blocked n the doctor already operation and put some spring inside his heart. After few days, he went to normal ward, one day saw him better and one day saw him not okay, from that moment, his tummy keep on bigger and no output. So we asked for the doctor to solve this problems. At first the doctor gave him medicine to see whether he can output and his tummy smaller or not, but there's no result. So the doctor said have to do CT Scan and lastly the doctor said have to do operation to clean his tummy. Yesterday his tummy was smaller and thank to the doctor and God that give him a chance to live in this world.
I'm having an exam on wednesday, so now i'm at KL, still worry about grandpa, hope grandpa will be alright after i go back to penang. I want my grandpa to be recover before chinese new year.!!!!
From the lesson that i've learned, I should have to be appreciate that what i have now to be no regrets in future!

happy 2011

woohoo, happy 2011 to everyone!!

i've attended a countdown party at my bestie house !

so fun, and no need to worry about the traffic jam too.

so good ! 

 let's see the photos...

with the famous actress

lovely sisters n my sis

happy 2011, i had a great time at there! 

let's begin the bright 2011...^^