still moving on

after those days, i asked you to come back to me,
but that time u insisted dont,
but at last u also gave me a chance,
i know u still love me! i know!
i dont know how's the days right now..
maybe just moving on..
but i dont want at the end we gotta break up..
i really serious with you! really SERIOUS!
hope we gotta have a memory days ahead. ^^

it's complicated

argh~ it's really complicated!
i want you back to me,
and i know that u really can't leave me alone,
i know that u n i still love each other,
but now seems like very complicated!
i have no idea.
just let the time past,
if one day either me or you really don't have the feel to love each other,
i think that is the time to let go,
i have to be strong n tough!
jia you, i hope we can continue to fight for our dreams n create futures ^^

gone case

it is almost 4 years and we going to break up!
very weird that i still in a steady mood?
i've cried very long time and can't eat well and even sleep also.
its very pain =(

will we still going on?

this few days suddenly happened many things for me and you!
i did the wrong things for the past, and now i think is the time for me to get the balasan?
i dont know this things can be hurt you for so long and deep,
and i dont know this things can influence us.
i do still want to be with you,
but you can sometimes u treat me so good, sometimes u treat me bad,
n you dont know what you want and tired.
but my feeling for now is very bad, and i have arrange many things for you and me,
now u said u tired and...
i really very hurt enough n cried every time when i think about it.
i need a people to talk with,
but i dont know find who else to talk,
it is because you're too perfect to them,
as i told them you're perfect for me.
so how now?
i really dont want the bad conclusion and want to have a further steps with you.
is that for me to change?
if u're away from me,
i think i will change alot,
maybe not so good as now,
maybe i'm not chasing my dreams anymore?
many maybe...but i dont know how you going to settle between you and me.
i obey your decision,
i let you to have priority to make decision,
any decision will see how later on.

March 2011

wow, is March 2011 already!
This March is a meaningful month.
This month i got my executive month!
Yeah, from now onwards i can get my lifestyle that always wanted^^
thank you for my business builders along with me till now.
I have to add oil to get my target soon.
Too bad that I still need to work for 2 more months, as my boss not giving me resign,
they said they dont lose me so good employees,
so i decided to help them till June 2011 only.
After that I'm going to enjoy my life and help more people in my business ^^